Catch a glimpse of what might be going on in my mind..
There is such a huge storm in my life right now.. I’m glad that there is hope.. I can hold on to hope.. Over the last year, living has been something that seemed like the most arduous task.. There are still days where I feel like dropping everything and quitting and running away.. I know that that really isn’t an option but it seems so tempting at times.. I’m working really hard make my life something that will be worthwhile some day.. And these last 20 months or so have been such a huge challenge but I need to get through this.. I have faith that I can.. Here is to the future..
I’m still fuming and I dint know how to wind down without being destructive..
I hate my dad and wish he was dead.. I hate him so much
Monday Monday Monday.. Its hard but lets do this..
My dads behavior towards me makes me so sad.. He just looks at me with hatred and disgust..